小豆之家

你屈从于已经存在的黑暗,而我屈从于尚未存在的黎明。

© 小豆之家
Powered by LOFTER

I need some candy
我需要一些糖果
To restore my calmness
恢复我的镇定
I’ve had some crazy
我变得有些疯狂
Freak outs lately
最近常常崩溃
I kicked all my shit
我把衣柜周围的
Around my closet
乱七八糟东西都踢了一遍

Nobody is coming
没有人来
To tell me to stop it
阻止我
My shoes
我的鞋底
They scuffed
拖拖拉拉划在
My white walls
我家的白墙上
I punched my
我对我的纸杯蛋糕玩偶
Cupcake beanbag
猛捶了一拳
(I have a cupcake beanbag)
我有一个纸杯蛋糕玩偶
Til I fell tired and
直到我感到疲惫
Embarrassed enough
并且丢脸至极
And I was careless enough
我真是太不小心了

Feeling like a dick
感觉自己像个混蛋
Picking it up again
重新拾起那些情绪
Feeling so much like a dick
感觉自己像个混蛋
Just to pick it up again
重新拾起那些情绪
Feeling so so so
感觉真的非常
So tired
非常疲惫
Of feeling so so so
感觉非常
So dumb
非常愚蠢
I stomped and
我跺脚
I screamed there
我尖叫
Flinging ideas
忽然闪过一个念头
Straight down from the halls
在大厅的最底层
Like in a movie scene where
像电影里演的那样
All of you watch behind a glass wall
所有人开始在一面玻璃墙后朝我注视
I’m pacing back and fourth
我来来回回踱步
Exhausting myself
让自己疲惫不堪
For my own gratification
只是为了取悦自己
To no one
不为任何人
Embarrassing programming
丢脸的感觉还在继续

And when I find the mess in the floor
我发现地板上一团糟
Temper tantrum over
忽然暴跳如雷
Reorganizing all that I tore
把我有序生活中撕裂的一切
From life’s rightful order
又重新整顿一遍
I'll say I
我会说
Learned some sort of lesson
我懂得了一些道理
When I felt dumb enough
当我愚蠢到一定地步的时候
To question
发出那些疑问
Feeling like a dick
让我感觉自己像个混蛋
Picking it all up again
重新拾起那些情绪
So much like a dick
让我感觉自己像个混蛋
Just to pick it up again
重新拾起那些情绪
Everything is so so so
这一切都是如此
So tired
如此倦怠
Everything is so so so
这一切都是如此
So dumb
如此愚蠢

小豆之家敬上!

评论
热度(9)